Drowning it

dun really noe wad to blog about anymorez... lol.. aww well..
i miss your call, i miss your voice
its weekend again.. which marks the end of the holidays.. the very very nice and relaxing holidays T_T nooooo next weekday is a school day! a very horrid school day! moreover, its getting closer and i really have lil mood to be v productive or rush out a whole syllabus in a day or two like i can normally do.. aww well the target is ACCD.. woulda be awesome for J1 alr.. must peak at the correct time! like 3As now would only cause complacency and all which moves the graph back down.. pretty much like a quadratic sad face curve.. must reach max pt at the correct time =)
its still not the same.. how can i sleep..
most of my hols was spent playing lol.. dunno why.. maybe its because usually i do that.. or because when i play i tend to forget about everything.. school and all.. aww well my aim is to finish all the other chinese hw.. 1 more zuowen and paper 2(3compres..) shldnt take long.. prob leave it to sunday or maybe if i feel like doing it tml hahaha! and GH5 is out~ too bad i dl-ed the NTSC one which my stupid old TV cant read.. re-dling the PAL one.. =/ and im unsure if its seeded completely.. aww well hope and pray!
at least.. we are trying.. i think..