choices

we arent born like how we are right now, we choose to be like ourselves.

maybe i chose wrong. The world i believed in never existed. there isnt a world of people filled with selflessness. how many people would sacrifice one's ambition to fulfill someone else's, would help someone unconditionally? not much at all, but im glad that at least these people exist.

then i was wrong again, in using just cost and benefits in choosing what i do in life everyday. For potential can get you no where, as the human spirit cannot be defined by any gene. there are no 'invalids' in this world.

then i learnt wrong. i chose to wait and wait. and failed to see that at that point of time, i was number one. time builds and gains assurance, yet it also erodes and erases. now i've been off the list for so long, and can never get back on, let alone be one again.
i dun even get a smile now
things are never permanent. cherish them