Fade

oh yea its over~ technically.. chinese is tml but aint affecting much of my life except for the fact i must go to sch same time tml and sit for the longest of any subject ever taken.. aww well

aint feeling any diff be4 and after the promos, as expected.. was pretty much of a walk in a park type of promos wif just the rushing part at the night be4s but wif breaks in the middle of exams, really cant feel the effects of the rushing.. but hasnt it got more pointless now?

played soccer at east coast cage for 4hrs after tat lol! ate western be4 tat and really died the 1st 2 hrs.. could really play much.. 'ran like a dog' as ppl said but felt tat fitness level was much lower tdy and apart from tat all that shooting training did not pay off.. wads there to fight for? its all gone sigh

goals are fading away, the light at the end of the tunnel is diminishing, diffracting, dispersing.. Fade