Cursed

docs are useless, medicines are useless, sleep is useless.. im gonna let myself be now because everything i do has reverse effects.

coughing every 10seconds. This is a curse. the curse of the lone wolf.

and once again the lone wolf is awaken,
stranded at the zenith of the mountain.
Alone, cold, sad and regretful
but so still it remains for it has no more will
kill me tonight it howls under the moon
perform the exorcism and requem its soul
shatter and shred it all to nothing
and its last words
it will be better next life

the holy light of ressurection remains the only hope