into the black

yesterday was a BANG! =) watched couple's retreat yesterday, as in like tues.. now is counted as wed night LOL.. okay it was kinda boring but had its funny parts here and there.. hahaha yoga! but again theres always a take away even in the lamest of movies, and that is there is no need to look for answers to problems, because everybody have problems and we should just learn to really accept the problems as they are and not instead cause a bigger problem out of these static problems.

and thenn it was stayover at dy's house to watch zombieland and she's the man hahaha =) too bad mr ray didnt go and buy the vodka/barcardi and so it was boring strawberry milk or plain water to accompany us.. still super fun neverthereless and i could do this semi private partying more often

cause im a bad boy now, f everything else back in.

at least theres always the memory. that there was this kinda warmth once when there were people to care for or be cared. that once before, it felt so full.

and still all i wanna know is why