Home Alone

My entire family left for Dubai this morning.. and now im all alone at home for 4 days.. issit freedom or issit hell? lol well theres a very thin line in between those 2.. i would say it aint freedom cause wad i've been doing have practically been the same as wad i did when they were around except for eating and watching tv tgt.. but tats small stuff and im still gonna sleep my usual time without their nagging.. In fact, this house feels so emptyyy.. so dull.. so moodless! i wan the nagging, i wan people around still awake at home at 1am! LOL i tink i'll never go overseas to study unless its with a good friend and we go to the same school..

Theres one good new though! dads plan is one of the best plans so he can get N97 at 368 - 150(due to voucher) or the diamond2 at 30-40dollars cheaper.. still havent decided between those 2 awesome phones yet though.. was more inclined towards the diamond2 for a moment until i discovered N97 doesnt only exist in white but also in black which increased my ratings for it.. both is currently out of stock and will be ordering on this sunday =) on the day they come back~ right now its about 70% N97.. =)

and.. !@#%$@$@#$ my phone had to die on me like now! zzzz irritating piece of a crap junk phone! been getting on my nerves today i feel like smashing it now! Its like im typing halfway then the screen blackout and then 'sim card not ready' for 1hr! now its even worse! 'sending message..' then BANG! blackout! =.=

and the stupid chinese oral date has changed from 13/7 to 10/7(which is after chem paper!) that sucks bad.. real bad.. 1. no time to prepare.. 2. WE HAVE TO SUFFER IN STRESS DIRECTLY AFTER MYES! 3. cant skip lessons on 13/7.. SIAN LA! and now i got chem and phy eassessment to complete by tml night.. wad a pain.. and my badges will only be in 2weeks later! why so long one sia..

This week has pretty much been like a velocity-time graph of a ball being throw down and it hits the water goes in and decelerates till it comes back up.. in short it looks like a triangle and now its obviously at the sloping down part and reaching the bottom soon! this feeling is so not nice.. can it always be holidays please?? =(
i think i nid to listen to dao xiang to cheer me up now..
不要这么容易就想放弃，就像我说的，追不到的梦想换一个不就得了~
and he usually writes quite funny lyrics but man this is meaningful! i tink its by him not fang wen shan
珍惜一切就算没有拥有